This week I have been operating in Survival Mode. My uncle's passing has been a double edged sword-of course it has presented an enormous amount of sadness, but it has also reminded me how blessed I am. And my grandmother always said "If you don't use the blessings that you have, the good Lord just may take them away". My uncle always believed in my talents and my spirit, so his untimely death has reminded me to make good use of the time I have here on earth.
So once life calms down a bit, and I have a break from having breakdowns, I look forward to bigger and better things.I have this newfound confidence that makes me feel like I can do anything.